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03/05/09--18:34: The absence of reality (chan 2079636)

This was a splatterpaint thingy I did. I scanned it and twisted it up to make it cool. End of story. XP Please don't steal it and call it yours.









03/14/09--15:40: Peace (chan 2079636)

Make love, not war. ;D









03/16/09--11:11: Color My World (chan 2079636)

Sweet.









06/23/09--21:06: Alive - A Frerard oneshot (chan 2079636)




~You feel the most alive when you're closest to death~

The sharp night air burned its way down my throat as I hurried to Frankie's hotel. Moonlight coated the scenery in a soft blanket of light; silver velvet. My soft footfalls were the only sound to interrupt the stillness of the night city. I turned a corner and came to face the entrance to the hotel. Deep breath. He needs to know. He needs to know that I would die for him. That all I want is for him to be happy.  That when he smiles I'm in heaven, and when he cries I feel dead inside. He needs to know that I love him. I took another deep breath and walked through the revolving


08/03/09--18:09: Kaname+Zero-Safe and Sound (chan 2079636)

We're the world.Watch us fall.~









08/17/09--01:33: Kradam - Kiss the Rain (chan 2079636)

Isn't this beautiful? I'm so in love with it right now.









08/19/09--23:50: The Technicolor Phase (chan 2079636)

if you cut me,I suppose I would bleedthe colors of the evening stars~~~Just trying to improve my photo-manipulation skills. ^.^









10/12/09--17:18: In her beautiful mind (chan 2079636)

--And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe,something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind.--









11/07/09--20:49: Softer now than before (chan 2079636)




I shut the door
and hush my footsteps
so I don't wake you up
asleep on my couch
with your hair in your eyes
and your fingers curled softly
you smell just like him.

You were never really mine, were you?

And I'll carry you to my bed
becuase I love you enough to sleep on the couch
and through the dark
I'll look up at the cracks in the ceiling
and imagine I can hear you breathing
through the crumbling walls.

In the afternoon, you'll wake up
with a stretch and a smile
and your hair will be tangled
and your clothes will be wrinkled
and your makeup will be smudged
but I'll love you more than ever.

And maybe we'll go to th


11/10/09--22:20: My soul (chan 2079636)

My deviantID.









11/10/09--22:58: Music hate? (chan 2079636)




I've never done a journal here before, but there's something that's really been pissing me off lately. I know people can have extremely varying taste music-wise. There are some bands that I think are amazing, and some I think are just terrible. Another person might love the musicians I don't enjoy and gag at the sound of my favorites. And you know WHAT?

THAT'S FINE. I am so sick and tired of all the 'anti-(insert band here)' stamps. And going to Youtube to listen to a song that I'm in love with and seeing someone comment saying that it's crap. NO music is crap. All music is beautiful whether it's your style or not. Just because you don't l


11/11/09--17:48: To set the world on fire (chan 2079636)

Pretty much random words from all my favorite quotes thrown together and made pretty.









11/11/09--21:30: Fuck. (chan 2079636)




I'm slowly but steadily falling in love with someone I can never have. Oops.


11/13/09--21:36: Time For Equality (chan 2079636)

I did my best.









12/01/09--14:52: A productive day, I suppose (chan 2079636)




I got sick in the middle of the night and threw up four times. Ewwww, I know. And when I woke up, I was too sick to do anything useful, so I just doodled all day. I made a lot of things I really like, and I think I feel a new art style coming on. 8]

The moral of this story is: Do nothing! You won't regret it!

The second moral is: Taylor Renz is my love. <3 And for those of you who don't know who she is, sorry about your life.

Peace out.


12/24/09--19:57: Stay. (chan 2079636)

Wish that I had found the way and the reasons that would make her stay.









12/28/09--01:25: Kleptomaniac (chan 2079636)

Sweetheart, that kleptomaniac.I am still raw.I say I may be back.You know what lies are for.









12/31/09--13:40: Oh My Darling (chan 2079636)

"The paradox is that the play's the thing;though prima donna pouts and critic stings,there burns throughout the line of words,the cultivated act, a fierce brief fusion,which dreamers call real, and...









01/01/10--00:19: Danceydanceydance (chan 2079636)




Music rec post! :D

What're your favorite dancey songs at the moment?

Let us share!

My music library needs updating. :/ Happy new year, by the way! Love ya. <3


01/17/10--18:50: November -L- (chan 2079636)

A little dark... But I like it like this. (:









01/31/10--15:22: you were sparkling... (chan 2079636)

There was a silver tree down by a river wide.That's where we would go to hang our pretty things,and watch the wind blow... Stock:Sparkles : [link][link][link]Lips:[link]









01/31/10--16:29: Madly. Endlessly. (chan 2079636)




Slice.

These words sink through the coil of my mind.
Colorlessly, they come to rest in my veins.
A paradox.



Burn.

I fell in love liquidly, like a poison.
Sleep, cold and soft, is quietly replaced by faded images. Shadows. Refractions.
In these, I find eternity.
In these I am infinite.



Breathe.

Decrescendo to willow trees and summer days, the view ahead drenched in life.
Our hands are warm at our sides and the air is coarse and sweet.
We exhale gently.



Fall.

I fade seamlessly into the flat, sterile gray and become still.
Time relaxes as the world drifts.
Your ghost pours whispered words into my ear,



04/06/10--19:18: Phantasm (chan 2079636)

phan·tasm (fan′taz′əm) n. A perception of something that has no physical reality; figment of the mind; esp., a specter, or ghost. ----------------------------------------------- s...









04/07/10--20:15: Filling us with brilliance (chan 2079636)

We sing as the sky falls down,we sing as the sky collapses,And make what we can of this.It's okay, we're all going to end up dead and gone. -------------------------------------------









04/16/10--20:11: Imma just pretend I was tagged. (chan 2079636)




I was tagged by :iconRugido:

Not really. She doesn't love me enough to do something like that. But imma do this anyway because I am a strong and independent woman.

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1)Post the rules
2)Each tagged person tells 8 things about themselves
3)At the end, tag 8 people and put their icon in your journal
4)Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them
5)No tag backs
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1) My name is Bonnie and I have a wonderful and gorgeous lady named Taylor who I love more than she loves me.

2) I used to be in a band....Called Smoke Alarm... :P (Remember how we would dru


05/01/10--16:41: dead magic (chan 2079636)

glitter.









05/08/10--18:43: they ate my bones (chan 2079636)

poor darling.









05/10/10--14:52: the breathing box (chan 2079636)

gaze into her killing jar, I'd somtimes stare for hours.(she even poked the holes so I can breathe)









05/10/10--15:01: she's an actress (chan 2079636)

but she ain't got no need.









05/10/10--15:07: ghost people (chan 2079636)

people never notice anything.______________________________________









05/10/10--15:17: devID 5-10-10 (chan 2079636)

meep.









05/12/10--20:49: daddy's girl (chan 2079636)

playing with fire is fun.









05/12/10--20:58: keep burning (chan 2079636)

and never stop.









05/12/10--21:01: the girl who played with fire (chan 2079636)

The leftovers of a photoshoot involving matches. Fun times.









06/27/10--17:28: pride (chan 2079636)

Happy gay pride day. ♥









07/20/10--15:39: killjoy (chan 2079636)

meow meow. DevID.









07/20/10--15:42: Indigo (chan 2079636)

hairflip! I realize that this is more purple than indigo, but the word indigo is just prettier. Think about it.









07/20/10--15:49: then again, this is my story. (chan 2079636)

So I'll tell it exactly as I lived it.









07/20/10--15:52: lifecycle of a dreamer (chan 2079636)

I think I belong in the sixties.









07/20/10--15:57: Essen (chan 2079636)

der Wahnsinn hat mich eingesperrt,und deine Heile Welt verzerrt.hat sich in deinen Kopf gepflanzt.lauf, Kind, lauf, so schnell du kannst.









08/02/10--16:45: the fame (chan 2079636)

going for a little pop-art glam-rock kind of thing here. (:









08/02/10--17:08: heels (chan 2079636)

taken before the Monster Ball.









08/03/10--15:49: Smudge (chan 2079636)

fun with lipstick.









08/10/10--16:31: All the King's men (chan 2079636)




Lips coated thickly in matte
crimson power a current of
smoke into the translucent
haze swimming in a halo
around her face. Ghosts glide
by in their Sunday best,
hollow and starving. Electricity.

"What life would you live is this world was a dream?"

The smoke dissolves into
the nearby atmosphere in
the silence before her reply.


08/10/10--16:39: Cut the world into 3 pieces. (chan 2079636)




burn two. Keep the last so close it hurts.

The Cheshire moon stretches into a grin,
trembling only slightly as he speaks
of the madness. I think the way others
dream, and I'm never going to die. Deep
in REM sleep, all of this will click
together like skeleton joints. You'll smile
from one of Saturn's moons as these
words pulse in your brain. Hold on to that
insanity. There's not much else left.